Somehow somewhere i think i lost myself in the translation. forgetting who i was and where i am. i accepted the unacceptable and made mistakes i cannot forgive myself for. when the day comes that i can i will fly freely. back to when i could look in the mirror and smile. back to when i knew who i was and there was no question about it.
its almost as though i ended up on some strange road chasing myself, yes myself... at some point in time i dropped myself off and became this stranger. and every now and then i look back at myself like what are you doing and why... "a who are you and what did you do with my mitch" moment. i cannot believe some of the things that i see. but then i start to see glimpses of myself and i raise my head and with my whole heart i scream out to the world around meeh its meeh, why cant you see it? These are all the things i said i would do and all the thigns i said that i would become and so i cant see why noone can see that this is the real meeh too... once again i am lost in the translation.
if we read between the lines i have not changed, no not one bit. i am still that same old meeh that i always was. there were changes, things i always said that i wanted to do and now i am doing them... some are really sillie and i accept that... i just wanted to know what i would be if i werent so... again im lost in the translation.
im screaming and noone hears because all they know is that i am some kind of bionic hard ass with no feelings what soever and that really isnt who i am at all so once AGAIN the real meeh is LOST IN THE TRANSLATION!!!!!
why am i the only one who ever needs to open her ears and why am i the only one who ever needs to open my eyes and why am i the only one who ever needs to WAKE UP!!!!!
wake up. its meeh and im crying out. if you can hear meeh... take my hand
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